jiun being so impatient, yet anxious.
for no reason?
just a little change
small to say the least
both a little scared
neither one prepared
beauty and the beast
actually it's not
there are a few thing..
dorm, dorm, dorm,
lab, summer holiday, financial, etc.
everything freaks me out like seriously
i never plan things back then
i hate to do it though
i was wondering why people love to plan and plan over and over again
the past me:
>> start with desire
>> take step asap toward my goal (it's too short-tempered in some case LOL)
>> reflect and build on what i have learned
i changed.
i do not realized at all
this society has become a society so enamored with planning
i was influenced and i started to follow blindly
being labeled as the ''standard'' and work things out like a jerk.
i am but a sheep.
too much focus on the future often leads me to stress and negative thinking
i hope typing this out might let me to find back the real and special me
like goal setting is important for us
if we desire a contentment on our personal lives
live in the moment!
it sounds simple enough but we as human beings have an incredibly difficult time enjoying the moment
i feel so sorry for not standing in bf's shoes
each moment is a gift
but i had wasted so much of them these two days 😭
it's never too late to start over.
if you were not happy with yesterday
try something different today
don't stay stuck
do better. 💓
-find the ability to give all you have and then forgive yourself for the places you couldn't reach-
p/s good food can heal my soul, body and mind.
