Did you fall in love? What was it like?
Yes, but mine was a bit different.
Unfortunately, she passed away. She died. That was a sad thing. She got sick.
I'm gonna cry.
No no no, don't.
We have very good memories. And you live a lot of time, you live in your head with those memories. You can remember all the good things. And that's the important thing.
Half way watching a video which a boy and a man talk about life in this emotionless night.
I felt the old man's word..
For this past Christmas, i should be really enjoyed myself.
But, turned out I felt hectic about my life.
I'd rather believed that this is all about pms :(
However, it's not.
reports, exams, homework, plannings, parties..............
ugh..
I even break up in tears in class just because of bf saying some lil stuff
Silly me, i know.
You don't to be rich to be happy.
Do the thing you like to make you feel good.
Because when you happy yourself, everybody else is happy.
I decided make a throwback to this 2016 Christmas with my loved one.
Tbh, I was not too excited about Xmas this year.
This is not the usual Jiun though,
Btw, bf did really surprised me in a bit.
Somehow, I felt i was selfish for not being happy.
I was just too tired.....sob
But i was appreciating every little stuff he did for me, for real.
I always remembered he told me the one thing he like the most is my smile and to be happy!
This is also the simplest thing i could give him.
I tried to be happy.
That's why I am here.
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| went for scholarship's ceremony |
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| never attended this kind of ceremony since primary sch?haha |
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| 💓💓💓 |
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| i dont like cream and toffee. but i ordered it. |
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| afterhours cafe |
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| a bit overrated caramel sponge cake |
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| after la la land. saya juga kisiao |
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| silly jiun |
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| silly bf |
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| a normal one. hah! |
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| 😍 |
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| 純屬無聊照 |
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ended up with 老四川麻辣鍋
Bf went for some official meeting in Tpe today. Our ori plan to go to Taichung to meet his friends was gone. I was super duper extremely sad and emo. When he should be arrived at sch that time when i told him i was hungry He ask me to buy myself some food after class i expected he will want to have dinner with me before he leave. damn. I was actually very emo. Class dismiss, I walked out from class and thinking whether go back to sleep or take dinner at 4pm straight. And what i saw !!!!!!!!! Bf was sitting outside with a box of food!!!!!!!! 😦😃😭😭 really out of my expectation this time!! Let me thought of my parents' feeling when i surprised them! 真的是傻掉 不知道該如何反應哈哈哈哈
Okay. Hopefully i can wake up for class tomorrow! And, more energetic tomorrow! Brace myself with all these good things and memories.
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